| a couple of tests |
[26 Jun 2006|07:53pm] |
| You're a Playful Kisser | 
Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! |
| Exotic Dancer Name Is... | 
Onyx |
| You Are 32% Abnormal | 
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
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[12 May 2006|09:54am] |
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mood |
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 happy |
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| Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male | 
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
I knew it! I'm a woman! Woohoooo! (not surprising though... i was one five minutes ago, when i went to the toilet)
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| verlangens |
[05 May 2006|11:32pm] |
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mood |
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 confused |
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te dichtbij
en niet dichtbij genoeg
ik voel je, maar ook niet
te ver weg
en niet ver weg genoeg
ik wil je, maar ook niet
translation:
desire
too close
but not close enough
i feel you, i can't feel you
too far away
but not far enough
i want you, i don't want you
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| onveranderlijk |
[04 May 2006|02:35am] |
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mood |
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 pessimistic |
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alles wat ik wil
is je in mn armen houden
simpelweg alleen maar
jou dicht bij mij voelen
alles wat jij zoekt
is alles wat ik niet ben
simpelweg veranderen
is alles wat ik niet kan
alles wat ik ben
is alles wat ik ooit zal zijn
simpelweg hetzefde
als gisteren, nu en morgen
alles wat jij wilt
is mij in je armen houden
simpelweg een droom
over wie ik had kunnen zijn
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| ripped |
[03 May 2006|09:06pm] |
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mood |
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 intimidated |
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| [ |
music |
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Ultranoir - everything else less |
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ripped out of time and place
cornered in a little space
only fear on my face
tear me apart
rip my soul
into pieces
ripped out of hart and mind
mistakes of the worst kind
never to be left behind
tear me apart
rip my life
into pieces
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[30 Apr 2006|01:17pm] |
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mood |
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 tired |
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| [ |
music |
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the Birthday Massacre - Video Kid |
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hi everyone
well, maybe you've noticed, but i have removed some stuff (about two poems, not much though). I have written some new stuff and will post it soon, as soon as i have time.
I feel a bit weird, because the last few weeks have been quite confusing :p But all will be fine again soon...
till then!
love,
Bo
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| masquerade |
[11 Apr 2006|05:14pm] |
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mood |
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 sore |
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de donkere dieptes
van de ziel
verborgen achter
een eindeloze masquerade
verborgen fantasie
van een ziel
verdorven zonden
gestolen in het holst van de nacht
hartbrekend haat
voor die ziel
verboden woorden
in de stilte zachtjes gesproken
mystieke masquerade
van míjn ziel
verloren gevoel
achter míjn masker kan ik rusten
translation:
masquerade
the dark depths
of the soul
hidden behind
an endless masquerade
hidden fantasy
of a soul
forbidden sins (could't think of anything closer to my original line..)
stolen in the middle of the night
hartbreaking hate
towards that soul
forbidden words
softly spoken in the silence
mystique masquerade
of my soul
a lost emotion
behind my mask i find my peace
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| storm |
[11 Apr 2006|05:09pm] |
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mood |
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 pissed off |
] |
storm
de wind schreeuwt luid
en de hemel huilt
de wereld verdrinkt
in een plotselinge storm
ik zie je praten
maar hoor je niet
je woorden waaien weg
in mijn woedende storm
translation:
storm
the wind screams loud
and the skies are crying
the world drowns
in a sudden storm
i can see you're talking
but can't hear you
your words are blown away
by my raging storm
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| :] |
[03 Apr 2006|08:17pm] |
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mood |
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 loved |
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music |
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nightwish - beauty and the beast |
] |
:] i got the phonenumber of the guy i like :] WOOHOO :)
he is soo cute :) yay! :]
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| :) |
[02 Apr 2006|04:04pm] |
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mood |
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 silly |
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music |
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grafter - strangled |
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| Your Life Path Number is 11 | 
Your purpose in life is to inspire others
Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.
In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.
You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. |
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| to my mother |
[31 Mar 2006|09:45pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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sore |
] |
| [ |
music |
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ultranoir - Godspeed For Good |
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it hurts me to see
that you don't know me
anymore
but i want you to know
that i don't love you
any less
i'm no longer the same
can't take the hurting
any longer
i need you so much
why can't you see
any of this
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| little girl lost |
[30 Mar 2006|01:17am] |
| [ |
mood |
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 artistic |
] |
little girl lost
along the way
nowhere to go
nowhere to stay
little girl lost
the path behind
nothing in front
nothing in sight
little girl lost
without a trace
no-one to leave
no-one to find
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| untitled |
[29 Mar 2006|07:34pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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scared |
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ik val dieper en dieper
in een zelf bedacht gat
een bodemloze put
gegraven met mijn gedachten
de angst voor de val
ben ik verloren
ergens in mijn vlucht
naar de bodem van mijn ziel
alles wat overblijft
is de angst voor de bodem
kil, koud en hard
mijn doel, mijn einde
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| alone |
[26 Mar 2006|01:52am] |
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mood |
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 blank |
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as the sky softly cries
i stare blankly at the tears
while a part of me dies
as the wind softly calls
i heard his voice, his words
while i slowly fall
as the moon watches me
i feel abandoned, alone
i am all she sees
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| my love in the garden of eden |
[21 Mar 2006|06:31pm] |
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mood |
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lonely |
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in the garden of eden
next to a willow tree
i found my passion
and reason to be
As we sat in the garden
and watched the sun set
we sang of the stars
and of loves we had
We shared all our dreams
hopes, wishes and fears
and as the tree blossomed
our hearts, they drew near
seasons they passed
while under that tree
and as autumn came
we begun to see
that nothing can last
and loves come and go
when winter came
my tears turned to snow
in the garden of eden
winter's followed by spring
but our love didn't survive
it was just a fling
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| a bad day for my nose :( |
[21 Mar 2006|01:10pm] |
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mood |
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 sick |
] |
damn flu! Who invented the flu? TELL ME! because you're soooo gonna die! (MUHAHA)(sneezes)This flu is really bad for my creativity. All i came up with today is this: never put your finger in a flame. You will hurt yourself.
So remember those wise words while i'm gone...
love,
bo
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| sweet revenge |
[20 Mar 2006|06:55pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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infuriated |
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we were sheep, we were the weak
bloodred tears upon his cheek
we were lost, we were forlorn
innocence forever gone
now we are old and we are strong
a pack of wolves for blood we long
he is our prey, as we were his
sweet revenge, our final bliss
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| longing |
[18 Mar 2006|11:26pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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loved |
] |
my dreams dwell
across the seas
to a place
i long to be
my thoughts fly
across the lands
through the sky
into you hands
my love rests
far away
in your arms
forever i lay
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