realmofthenight

a couple of tests

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 18:00:14 GMT

You're a Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Onyx

Exotic Dancer Name Generator

You Are 32% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

bored?

Mon, 15 May 2006 16:45:04 GMT

if you're bored... check this out (do it aswell when your not bored)

http://www.nightrose.com/lenore.htm

Fri, 12 May 2006 07:55:28 GMT

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I knew it! I'm a woman! Woohoooo! (not surprising though... i was one five minutes ago, when i went to the toilet)

verlangens

Fri, 05 May 2006 21:41:59 GMT

te dichtbij
en niet dichtbij genoeg
ik voel je, maar ook niet

te ver weg
en niet ver weg genoeg
ik wil je, maar ook niet

translation:

desire
too close
but not close enough
i feel you, i can't feel you

too far away
but not far enough
i want you, i don't want you

onveranderlijk

Thu, 04 May 2006 00:43:11 GMT

alles wat ik wil
is je in mn armen houden
simpelweg alleen maar
jou dicht bij mij voelen

alles wat jij zoekt
is alles wat ik niet ben
simpelweg veranderen
is alles wat ik niet kan

alles wat ik ben
is alles wat ik ooit zal zijn
simpelweg hetzefde
als gisteren, nu en morgen

alles wat jij wilt
is mij in je armen houden
simpelweg een droom
over wie ik had kunnen zijn

ripped

Wed, 03 May 2006 19:22:41 GMT

ripped out of time and place
cornered in a little space
only fear on my face

tear me apart
rip my soul
into pieces

ripped out of hart and mind
mistakes of the worst kind
never to be left behind

tear me apart
rip my life
into pieces

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 11:28:51 GMT

hi everyone

well, maybe you've noticed, but i have removed some stuff (about two poems, not much though). I have written some new stuff and will post it soon, as soon as i have time.
I feel a bit weird, because the last few weeks have been quite confusing :p But all will be fine again soon...

till then!

love,
Bo

hi there!

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 21:27:09 GMT

http://i82.photobucket.com/albums/j251/bonnievellekoop/AAAA0061.jpg

that's me... if you dare to check :p

masquerade

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 15:20:14 GMT

de donkere dieptes
van de ziel
verborgen achter
een eindeloze masquerade

verborgen fantasie
van een ziel
verdorven zonden
gestolen in het holst van de nacht

hartbrekend haat
voor die ziel
verboden woorden
in de stilte zachtjes gesproken

mystieke masquerade
van míjn ziel
verloren gevoel
achter míjn masker kan ik rusten

translation:

masquerade

the dark depths
of the soul
hidden behind
an endless masquerade

hidden fantasy
of a soul
forbidden sins (could't think of anything closer to my original line..)
stolen in the middle of the night

hartbreaking hate
towards that soul
forbidden words
softly spoken in the silence

mystique masquerade
of my soul
a lost emotion
behind my mask i find my peace

storm

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 15:12:25 GMT

storm
de wind schreeuwt luid
en de hemel huilt
de wereld verdrinkt
in een plotselinge storm

ik zie je praten
maar hoor je niet
je woorden waaien weg
in mijn woedende storm

translation:
storm
the wind screams loud
and the skies are crying
the world drowns
in a sudden storm

i can see you're talking
but can't hear you
your words are blown away
by my raging storm

:]

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 18:20:19 GMT

:] i got the phonenumber of the guy i like :] WOOHOO :)

he is soo cute :) yay! :]

:)

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 14:05:38 GMT

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

to my mother

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 19:46:48 GMT

it hurts me to see
that you don't know me
anymore

but i want you to know
that i don't love you
any less

i'm no longer the same
can't take the hurting
any longer

i need you so much
why can't you see
any of this

little girl lost

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 23:18:58 GMT

little girl lost
along the way
nowhere to go
nowhere to stay

little girl lost
the path behind
nothing in front
nothing in sight

little girl lost
without a trace
no-one to leave
no-one to find

untitled

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:39:09 GMT

ik val dieper en dieper
in een zelf bedacht gat
een bodemloze put
gegraven met mijn gedachten

de angst voor de val
ben ik verloren
ergens in mijn vlucht
naar de bodem van mijn ziel

alles wat overblijft
is de angst voor de bodem
kil, koud en hard
mijn doel, mijn einde

alone

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 01:00:12 GMT

as the sky softly cries
i stare blankly at the tears
while a part of me dies

as the wind softly calls
i heard his voice, his words
while i slowly fall

as the moon watches me
i feel abandoned, alone
i am all she sees

my love in the garden of eden

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:33:42 GMT

in the garden of eden
next to a willow tree
i found my passion
and reason to be

As we sat in the garden
and watched the sun set
we sang of the stars
and of loves we had

We shared all our dreams
hopes, wishes and fears
and as the tree blossomed
our hearts, they drew near

seasons they passed
while under that tree
and as autumn came
we begun to see

that nothing can last
and loves come and go
when winter came
my tears turned to snow

in the garden of eden
winter's followed by spring
but our love didn't survive
it was just a fling

a bad day for my nose :(

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 12:15:04 GMT

damn flu! Who invented the flu? TELL ME! because you're soooo gonna die! (MUHAHA)(sneezes)This flu is really bad for my creativity. All i came up with today is this: never put your finger in a flame. You will hurt yourself.
So remember those wise words while i'm gone...

love,
bo

sweet revenge

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 17:56:54 GMT

we were sheep, we were the weak
bloodred tears upon his cheek
we were lost, we were forlorn
innocence forever gone

now we are old and we are strong
a pack of wolves for blood we long
he is our prey, as we were his
sweet revenge, our final bliss

longing

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:26:09 GMT

my dreams dwell
across the seas
to a place
i long to be

my thoughts fly
across the lands
through the sky
into you hands

my love rests
far away
in your arms
forever i lay

welcome

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:18:39 GMT

Welcome to my live journal. This is where you'll find my poetry and thoughts.

waking the dead

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:17:22 GMT

some things are better left unspoken
secrets are better left unsaid
but when the time has broken
i shall wake the dead

nothing remains forever unspoken
most secrets eventually are said
and when the time has broken
i will wake the dead

the dead are awake.

untitled

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:16:03 GMT

water and fire
earth and sky
have no powers on their own

sun and moon
day and night
they can't rule the world alone

love and hate
both so fair
without eachother don't exist

you and I
a different tale
in a while we won't be missed

death of me

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:14:05 GMT

the child in me i buried
underneath the moonlit sky
withered flowers on it's grave
bloodred tears upon the ground

murdered by a ruthless beast
slaughtered for it's lust
masquerade of deep dark hate
hungry for a young childs soul

my heart never recovered
my memories not erased
fear in me is still alive
even though my tears have dried

what went wrong

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:12:00 GMT

i sit and wonder
what went wrong
didn't expect this
to happen to us

my hopes and dreams
all torned apart
ripped away and died
my fear and hate
all that remained
behind my face i hide

can it be that time
sometimes stops
just for a second,
or all days to come?

my hopes and dreams
all torned apart
ripped away and died
my fear and hate
all that remained
behind my face i hide

my heart's gone numb
my thoughts empty
pain is all i feel
to me you have died.